When You Were Mine (Adams Sisters) Read online




  When You Were Mine

  By

  Adrianne Byrd

  Chapter 1

  For the first time in her life Joseph Henry Adams looked forward to Valentine’s Day. This year, Hallmark, 1-800 FLOWERS and jewelry stores alike were not going to send her spiraling toward a vat of chocolate-chip cookie-dough ice cream. No, sir.

  Not only were her prospects of receiving a large heart-shaped box of chocolate good, she was certain a sizable diamond was in the forecast, as well.

  “Joey!” Peyton snapped. “Are you even listening to me?”

  “What?” Joey blinked out of her reverie and glanced around Cosabellas boutique to her frowning younger sister. “What did you say?”

  “I was asking whether you told the girls about your predictions for Valentine’s Day?”

  The girls being the other three sisters: Michael, Frankie and Sheldon¾otherwise known as the Nosey Sister Network.

  Joey broke eye contact and glanced guiltily away.

  Peyton tsked and shook her head. “You’re making a big mistake.”

  “Don’t freak on me, P.J. It’s gonna happen. Tuesday night, Laurence is going to drop on one knee and recite a beautiful proposal that’s going to make Cupid weep.”

  “You’ve been reading too many romance novels.”

  “And you don’t read enough of them. Besides, what’s wrong with being in love with love?”

  “Nothing.” Peyton shrugged, returning a pair of lacy thongs to a display table. “I just don’t want you to get your hopes up.”

  “C’mon. I found a credit card receipt for a ten thousand dollar purchase from Opulence jewelry store. It has to be an engagement ring,” she reasoned confidently. “A nice ring.”

  Peyton drew a deep breath and offered no further argument.

  Joey moved closer to her sister and swung an arm around her slender shoulders. “Trust me. Nothing is going to go wrong.”

  #

  Film director Ryan Donovan strolled down the red carpet of his latest premier in a shiny penguin suit and with a leggy model on his arm. He puffed heavily on his trademark cigars and fought the devil himself to keep his smile leveled at the appropriate angles and his heart pounding at a normal rhythm.

  It was times like these when Ryan thought he should have been an actor. Sure, the fans loved him now, but after everyone viewed this latest piece of crap the studio forced him to direct, Candyland, they would turn him into mincemeat by morning.

  He could hardly wait.

  “Mr. Donovan, Mr. Donovan. Who’s your lovely date this evening?” A reporter inquired.

  “A close personal friend,” he lied with a wink, and then prayed the guy wouldn’t ask him the woman’s name. In Hollyweird, glossy pinup girls came off a conveyer belt and required very little assembly to stand prettily and pose for pictures.

  He hated interviews and the whole industry knew it. His agent, manager, and even his accountant told him he needed an attitude adjustment, but the truth of the matter was he didn’t care whether people liked him--he just wanted them to like and respect his work.

  Briefly he turned away from the reporters and glanced toward the movie theater. He groaned when he assessed he was at least a mile away from the entrance.

  There was nothing like a slow death.

  A woman’s delighted squeal came a nanosecond before a pair of soft lips was planted against his face. He turned to see his latest pain in the ass and star actress, Carlina Leoni, ham it up for the cameras. Just thinking about the film delays and fines he had to pay because of her melodramatic theatrics was enough to shave a few inches off his plastic smile.

  It didn’t help matters that at the beginning of filming he and Carlina had gotten a little too close. Too much wine will do that. Add the stress of filming a piece of crap--at least, he was blaming it on stress--and he’d found that he was unable to perform.

  Good thing he was beginning to suspect Carlina was a beautiful nut job. Without doubt, Carlina would be the iceberg that sank his once promising career.

  Miraculously, Ryan made it down the red carpet and into the theater. His shoulders deflated the moment he was out of camera view, but he was well aware his nightmare was far from over.

  Two hours later Candyland ended pathetically, with a teary-eyed Carlina glaring into the face of her father’s killer and blowing him away Rambo-style. The credits crept onto the screen while an ear-piercing rock ‘n’ roll soundtrack helped people bolt from their seats.

  Twenty-five years in the business and he was now reduced to a joke.

  There were a few perfunctory handclaps but mostly people raced toward the door as if a stink bomb had been set off. In a way, one had.

  Even his plastic date looked at him as if he’d crawled out from under a rock. Was it too late to go to law school?

  During the limo ride home, Ryan was unaware of, and unconcerned with, where his driver dropped off his lady of the evening, though he did remember the look of disappointment on the woman’s face when she learned her services wouldn’t extend throughout the night.

  It was not because he wasn’t attracted to the scarlet wannabe, it was just that he was still experiencing a little problem...performing in the last few weeks-all right, few months. But as soon as he got his career back on track, his little problem would disappear. He was certain of it.

  Much later he arrived to his large neo-styled home and said nothing to the driver as he stepped out the vehicle and into the chilly night. Tired, he exhaled gloomily as he stared at his sprawling mansion and wondered for the umpteenth time why he needed such a large place.

  The answer came in a rush. In his line of work it was more important to appear successful than to actually be successful.

  As he’d requested, no employees greeted him as he strolled through the glass-and-wrought iron door. As usual the house’s silence was deafening and the cold...humbling.

  In the foyer, two sets of arced staircases ascended to the second level of the house. Ryan bounded up the right side, taking two steps at a time. He peeled out of the suit that he would undoubtedly never wear again and headed straight for the shower.

  He paid no heed to how hot the water turned or how much the large bathroom filled with thick clouds of steam. He wanted desperately to wash away the grime and the humiliation he’d endured that evening.

  No such luck.

  Shortly before being boiled alive, Ryan shut off the shower and toweled off. When he opened the door to the adjoining bedroom, a billow of steam preceded him.

  Maybe the reviews won’t be so bad, he thought dully, but then laughed at how desperately he clung to hope.

  Nude, he traipsed across the bedroom’s hardwood floor toward the fireplace and started up the gas logs. For a short time afterward he stared into the flickering flames and prayed that tonight hadn’t earmarked the end of his career.

  Sullenly, he turned to cross his massive mahogany bed but stopped short at the sight of his reflection in the dresser mirror. At age forty-five he was now the mirror-image of his tyrannical father. A man who, in a drunken rage, had busted Ryan’s nose, broken a rib and then finally thrown him out of the house.

  Ryan held his chin high, his focus zeroing on the slight crookedness of his nose. Strange, but he drew strength from that facial imperfection--almost like a badge of honor. He had survived that night, even lived through pain when his mother, as always, sided with his father by simply saying, “You should have known better than to disturb your father when he’s drinking.”

  The problem was that his father was always drinking. Something had either happened at his factory job, or he had lost another chunk of change with the boys on poker night, or Ryan was never going
to save the family by making it to the NFL on a bum knee. Hell, it could be something as simple as dinner not being ready on time.

  He shook his head. That was nearly thirty years ago, and still the painful memories tortured him.

  Ryan moved from the mirror and climbed into bed. To his surprise his spirits rose. If he could survive being Clarence Donovan’s son then he could survive one bad movie...he hoped.

  Chapter 2

  “You’re dumping me...on Valentine’s Day?” Joey thundered wide-eyed.

  Dr. Laurence Benson chiseled a thin apologetic smile onto his handsome features as he slid his large, manicured hand across the white-linen-covered table to grasp hers. “I know this may come as a shock, but if you think about it, this is the right decision...for both of us.”

  Joey twisted her face unable to comprehend or understand the words flowing from Laurence’s mouth. Her only thought was of the receipt she’d found in his coat pocket and the extravagant and romantic evening he had arranged...all just to dump her?

  “Jo-Jo, say something,” he encouraged with a gentle squeeze to her hand.

  She cringed at the nickname he alone insisted on calling her; however, after a time she managed a brave smile. “I don’t know what to say,” she admitted. “Is there someone else?” There had to be someone else.

  Guilt flickered in the handsome doctor’s eyes but extinguished before a lie crested his lips. “No.”

  Joey’s body jerked in reaction to the solitary word, and she battled with an instant flare of anger. Yet at his next sentence, the fire fizzled.

  “I love you, Jo-Jo. Truth of the matter is I probably always will.”

  Hope rose in her chest while her free hand sandwiched his. “And I love you, too. Isn’t that all that matters?”

  “Not always,” he said grimly.

  Her face scrunched. “You’re not making any sense. You love me, so you’re letting me go?”

  “All right,” he huffed, drawing his hand back. “There is someone else.”

  Joey’s left eye twitched. Calmly she pressed her fingertips against her temples and stilled the jittery muscle. “What?”

  Laurence shifted in his chair and made a cautionary glance around the five-star restaurant. “Look, I know you might be upset, but--”

  “Who is she?”

  He hesitated and then his shoulders collapsed. “Does it matter?”

  Hell yes, it matters. The twitch returned.

  “May I interest you in dessert?” a waft-thin waitress asked.

  “Could you please give us a few more minutes?” Joey inquired, keeping her heated gaze leveled on Laurence.

  “Certainly.” The waitress moved off.

  Joey drew a deep breath and stilled her eye’s muscle spasm. This couldn’t be happening. She couldn’t lose Laurence-the love of her life, the catch of a lifetime.

  Her heart fluttered as her gaze slid over him. His handsome face was a sculpture’s dream, his skin tone a harmonious blend of honey and caramel, and his body was cut like the finest granite.

  Dr. Laurence Benson lived and breathed perfection because he was the very definition.

  And he was dumping her?

  “Look, Jo-Jo,” he said softly. “We never agreed to a monogamous relationship.”

  Hadn’t they? Joey’s gaze fell to the long-stemmed roses and huge box of chocolates, but no diamond ring.

  Her heart sank.

  “You weren’t dating anyone else, were you?” he inquired as a slow realization dawned on his features.

  “You know I wasn’t,” she quipped shortly, and then shook off her anger. “Just last week we were talking about houses...and children...about a future together.” Joey eased back in her chair and folded her hands.

  “And what did we discover? You aspire to be a screenwriter among the A-listers in Hollywood.”

  “And you’re a Beverly Hill’s cosmetic surgeon.”

  He studied her with sad eyes. “You want a large family...six children--am I right?”

  “You said you liked children.”

  “I do. I like other people’s children. I like knowing that after I hold them for about ten seconds they go home.”

  Stunned, Joey stared at him. Could she give up her dream of children in order to hold onto him? She grew up in family of five girls and a baby brother and she’d always wanted the same for herself. The problem: she was coasting toward her midthirties and was well behind schedule.

  Laurence leaned forward, and the seductive scent of spice and musk had her longing to curl up against him. “I’m sorry all of this comes as a shock to you but...we can still be friends.”

  Joey groaned. That was usually her line.

  #

  Sunlight shot through the blinds and sliced across Ryan’s head. He sighed and contemplated whether he should bother getting out of bed. Lying there and listening to the stillness was probably going to be the highlight of his day.

  However, the silence ended at the sound of footsteps rushing down the hallway. Guadalupe’s soldier’s march.

  After a quick rap at the door, his bossy, nosey housekeeper poked her silver head into the bedroom.

  “Are you decent?”

  Ryan tucked his nude body beneath sheets. “I’m not hungry.”

  “Always the grouch.” Guadalupe’s laughter was larger than her husky, five-foot-two frame as she sashayed toward the bed with his breakfast tray. “It’s not so bad. You survived.”

  “Yeah, don’t remind me.” Ryan groaned as he forced himself to sit up. “What time is it?”

  “Time to get up.” She placed the tray over his lap. “I have your favorite.”

  Ryan’s gaze dropped to the stack of fluffy buttermilk pancakes topped with strawberries, surrounded by link sausages and scrambled cheese eggs. His stomach growled and he smiled at his housekeeper.

  “Sounds like hunger to me.” She winked.

  “More like a marriage proposal.” He reached for the small pitcher of maple syrup. “You spoil me,” he admitted.

  “That’s my intention.” Guadalupe planted her hands into the folds of her thick waist. “Every woman knows the way to a man’s heart is through his stomach.”

  “Most women I’ve gone out with couldn’t tell the difference between a skillet and a George Foreman grill.” He took his first bite of breakfast and moaned in ecstasy.

  “Another satisfied customer.”

  “Marry me.” He shoveled in another mouthful.

  She tossed her head back with a hearty laugh. “What would I do with a young pup like you?”

  “Are you kidding?” Ryan teased as he gestured to the room around him. “All this could be yours.”

  “It’s already mine...to clean.” She glided back toward the door. “Don’t forget you have a two-thirty appointment with Zachary Griffin at Miramax,” she reminded him, and then disappeared out of the room.

  At the reminder, Ryan set his fork down as his head filled with endless possibilities of how the meeting would go. Would he get the opportunity to direct his dream script, A Nation’s Defense, or would they push that sappy romantic comedy, La Bella Vida on him? Knowing the studio, they would ship him off to Italy before he could say arrivederci.

  There was nothing about him that screamed romance or comedy. La Bella would just be another iceberg sitting in still, black water.

  Ryan lost his appetite and removed the tray from his lap. After he climbed out of bed, he reached over and opened the top drawer of his nightstand to pull out an old and rumpled screenplay.

  It was a damn good script; nearly everyone agreed on that. But was it commercial? Who was the target audience? Lastly and largely, how much was it going to cost?

  Getting a project green-lighted was not unlike doing the tango with a starved cougar. Movies were built on favors as well as money. I scratch your back, you scratch mine was the city’s fight song. What the hell did talent or telling a damn good story have to do with anything?

  So, for the last few years, Ryan did
one favor after another. A few paid off, most of them didn’t.

  But today, hook or crook, he had to get his financing.

  His gaze dropped once again to the title page and the screenwriter’s name. “Joseph Henry Adams, I’ll get this film made…somehow.”

  #

  After a night of crying her eyes out, Joey woke up with a throbbing headache. Even so, she didn’t want to climb out of bed long enough to find some aspirins. In fact, she was perfectly willing to spend the rest of her life hidden beneath the folds of her soft comforter.

  Closing her eyes again, she sighed when Laurence’s congenial smile flashed back at her. Laurence. Sweet Laurence.

  “Oh, God. Please say it’s not over,” she whined.

  “Joey?” A voice called out from somewhere in the house.

  Dear God. Not now.

  “Joey? Are you here?” A second voice inquired.

  Groaning, she buried deeper into the bed. In the back of her mind, reason said her efforts were futile, and from the sound of rushing feet, she surmised the whole cavalry had assembled for this attack.

  All the saints in heaven couldn’t save her from what was coming next.

  “Joseph, are you alright?” Sheldon, the eldest and the family’s fertile matriarch, placed a comforting hand against Joey’s shoulder.

  Torn between kicking them out and bawling like a baby, Joey finally chose to close her eyes and pretend she was invisible.

  Of course, her sisters knew all her tricks.

  “We’re not leaving here until you talk to us,” Sheldon persisted.

  “I’m fine” was what she wanted to say, but instead a sob blocked her windpipes.

  Suddenly the covers were snatched off and Joey was forced to stare at her four concerned sisters through a waterfall of tears.

  “Oh, Joey.” Frankie, the bejeweled diva, who had the good sense and good fortune to marry a multimillionaire, fluttered her Harry Winston adorned hand across her heart.

  “Are you hurt?” Michael asked.

  Considering the ache throbbing in her chest, Joey nodded and sat up.

  “Oh, sweetheart. What happened?” Peyton asked as the bed dipped from their collective weight.